Wednesday, March 3, 2010 | By: Megan K Leavitt

Thanks for the Advice, but...

I've recently come to an important conclusion. I am very susceptible to advice, especially from people whom I hold in high esteem. They tell me what they think I should do in a given situation- and granted, sometimes I plead for advice, but other times they give it; and seemingly without thinking of the consequences in my own life, I take the advice. I do what this person thinks would be best for me in my life. Now don't get me wrong, I appreciate advice, otherwise I wouldn't solicit it. However,I've come to the conclusion that I want to make my own decisions independent of anyone's opinions. In all reality, no one can tell me what I should do, what I believe, or how I should go about a certain situation.

This was actually sparked by a relatively small thing. My roommate suggested that I wear sandals because it was a sunny day. Even though I knew it would still be freezing (because in Logan, Utah sunshine does not equal warmth) I wore them. And frankly, I was kinda miserable. It was a fun idea, but not really what I wanted to do. By the end of the sunny but freezing day my toes hurt so bad I didn't want to move. And I do this a lot. I might even know that it's something I don't really want to do, but I do it anyway. The person giving the advice usually has my best interest at heart, but sometimes it's just not right for me, and I suppose I don't realize that.

I think I'm writing this so I can remember. I need to do what I want to do because I want to do it... if that makes sense, and I think writing it down helps. I don't want to do anything that I honestly don't want to do, or anything that doesn't fit in my life for me right now. I am done jumping face first into someone else's well meant advice. This includes wearing Chaco's in February just because it's sunny. I still love ya Fanky ;)
Friday, February 12, 2010 | By: Megan K Leavitt

Well, I guess it's February

So here is a collection of mushy love quotes that I like a lot. Happy Valentines Weekend!

(Most of these are on my facebook thing... oops. Also most of these are cliche and cheesy. Deal with it :D)

"You know how when you're listening to music playing from another room? And you're singing along because it's a tune that you really love? When a door closes or a train passes so you can't hear the music anymore, but you sing along anyway... then, no matter how much time passes, when you hear the music again you're still in exact same time with it. That's what love is like."- The movie Music from another room

"To love a person is to learn the song that is in their heart, and to sing it to them when they have forgotten." - Anonymous

"Love is not blind -- it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less."
-Julian Weber Gordon

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return." -Moulin Rouge

To laugh often and love much... to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to give one's self... this is to have succeeded. -Ralph Waldo Emerson

The best portion of a good man's life,
His little, nameless, unremembered acts,
Of kindness and of love.
-William Wordsworth

Grow old along with me, the best is yet to be.
-Robert Browning

"One cannot refuse to eat just because there is a chance of being choked. --- Love is a great risk, but not loving is of greater risk - even though you may have been hurt badly before - a great love will come to you soon and you must be ready to accept it." - I stole this from Olivia and I don't know who said it

"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one...lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket - safe, dark, motionless, airless - it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable."- C.S. Lewis

"There is no remedy for love but to love more." -Henry David Thoreau
Thursday, February 11, 2010 | By: Megan K Leavitt

The Race

I've heard this poem more than once. It's always be in a church meeting and it's always just hit me. It's simple and straight forward, but it has a beautiful message. So today I share this with you my avid reader. It's a good one.

The Race

by D. H. Groberg

Whenever I start to hang my head in front of failure’s face,
my downward fall is broken by the memory of a race.
A children’s race, young boys, young men; how I remember well,
excitement sure, but also fear, it wasn’t hard to tell.

They all lined up so full of hope, each thought to win that race
or tie for first, or if not that, at least take second place.
Their parents watched from off the side, each cheering for their son,
and each boy hoped to show his folks that he would be the one.

The whistle blew and off they flew, like chariots of fire,
to win, to be the hero there, was each young boy’s desire.
One boy in particular, whose dad was in the crowd,
was running in the lead and thought “My dad will be so proud.”

But as he speeded down the field and crossed a shallow dip,
the little boy who thought he’d win, lost his step and slipped.
Trying hard to catch himself, his arms flew everyplace,
and midst the laughter of the crowd he fell flat on his face.

As he fell, his hope fell too; he couldn’t win it now.
Humiliated, he just wished to disappear somehow.
But as he fell his dad stood up and showed his anxious face,
which to the boy so clearly said, “Get up and win that race!”

He quickly rose, no damage done, behind a bit that’s all,
and ran with all his mind and might to make up for his fall.
So anxious to restore himself, to catch up and to win,
his mind went faster than his legs. He slipped and fell again.

He wished that he had quit before with only one disgrace.
“I’m hopeless as a runner now, I shouldn’t try to race.”
But through the laughing crowd he searched and found his father’s face
with a steady look that said again, “Get up and win that race!”

So he jumped up to try again, ten yards behind the last.
“If I’m to gain those yards,” he thought, “I’ve got to run real fast!”
Exceeding everything he had, he regained eight, then ten...
but trying hard to catch the lead, he slipped and fell again.

Defeat! He lay there silently. A tear dropped from his eye.
“There’s no sense running anymore! Three strikes I’m out! Why try?
I’ve lost, so what’s the use?” he thought. “I’ll live with my disgrace.”
But then he thought about his dad, who soon he’d have to face.

“Get up,” an echo sounded low, “you haven’t lost at all,
for all you have to do to win is rise each time you fall.
Get up!” the echo urged him on, “Get up and take your place!
You were not meant for failure here! Get up and win that race!”

So, up he rose to run once more, refusing to forfeit,
and he resolved that win or lose, at least he wouldn’t quit.
So far behind the others now, the most he’d ever been,
still he gave it all he had and ran like he could win.

Three times he’d fallen stumbling, three times he rose again.
Too far behind to hope to win, he still ran to the end.
They cheered another boy who crossed the line and won first place,
head high and proud and happy -- no falling, no disgrace.

But, when the fallen youngster crossed the line, in last place,
the crowd gave him a greater cheer for finishing the race.
And even though he came in last with head bowed low, unproud,
you would have thought he’d won the race, to listen to the crowd.

And to his dad he sadly said, “I didn’t do so well.”
“To me, you won,” his father said. “You rose each time you fell.”
And now when things seem dark and bleak and difficult to face,
the memory of that little boy helps me in my own race.

For all of life is like that race, with ups and downs and all.
And all you have to do to win is rise each time you fall.
And when depression and despair shout loudly in my face,
another voice within me says, “Get up and win that race!”
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 | By: Megan K Leavitt

Shakespeare...

Today I discovered why I haven't taken a Shakespeare class in over two years. It's because it is next to impossible to read, at least coherently. Here's how I started on my quest to reading The Taming of the Shrew.

First I read the character list.
Then started into the actual text.
Consulted Sparknotes.
Tried the text again.
Went to the dumbed down Sparknotes version of the character list.
Once again tried the text.
Sparknotes.
Finished the introduction and first act.

Needless to say this is going to be the most time consuming class of my life. If anyone has any tips for reading Shakespeare I would be eternally grateful.

And as a comedic side note, all I can ever think about in that class is a quote from Stardust- "My crew is thinking Shake Spear, where I'm thinking 18th century writer."
Monday, January 11, 2010 | By: Megan K Leavitt

First Day of School!

Another Semester, another list :) Enjoy.

I think the sidewalks should be set up like roads, with a bike/longboard/skateboard lane and a fast lane and signs that say "slow traffic keep right." I also think it should be socially acceptable to make honking noises if someone cuts you of while walking and then continues to walk at a snails pace in freezing weather, and then makes it impossible to get around them. I'm just saying is all.

Today was a day where I didn't take offense to the fact that a girl asked me if she had met me before. I laughed and said "We've had a couple of classes together and we were in a group together for a project before." I didn't feel as bad cause I didn't remember her name.

Service Learning. I've decided that this is an ingenious program. I've done it before in a class last year and its great. You get class credit while helping some aspect of the community. I really like that cause since high school I've been a bit service deprived. All three years of high school I was up to my neck in every and any service project that Joshua Bagley could get his hands on, and since then I've missed being so submerged. I'm excited to do some service learning this semester.

Even if people walk slow in freezing cold Logan, I still love it here. The campus, the atmosphere I'm a little giddy over it :)

My life is full of awkward situations. And on a scale of one to ten on how well I handle those situations (ten being very well, and 1 being very poorly) I usually end up between -2 or 0. Today, however, I ran into a split second, potentially very awkward situation and I give myself at least a 7. Kudos to me for breaking a streak of awkward idiotness for an entire thirty seconds.

I've recently decided that being a college student means being pretty much a selfish being.** You don't have to plan around anyone else and you really don't even have to tell anyone what you're doing.

To re-emphasize what has already been stated at least 200 times, I am an English nerd. I sat in my Linguistics class, practically on the edge of my seat. I'm really excited about that one, a class just about words. How they sound, how you use them, and how they can work for you. If this isn't love, I don't know what is.

I hope this semester is as enjoyable as I'm anticipating it to be, and I also hope I don't die in my attempt to take a million classes (ok not really a million, but more than I've taken before.) At any rate, Happy First Day of Sprig Semester 2010!



**When I first wrote this sentence I wrote "... being a college stupid." Freudian slip? I think yes.
Sunday, January 10, 2010 | By: Megan K Leavitt

The Zest of Life!

Today in a talk given in a church meeting of mine, I learned that hobbies are the zest of life. One example that was given for a hobby was writing. As I thought about the word 'zest' a funny memory popped into my head.

It's tradition in my family to make orange rolls. These are similar to cinnamon rolls, but instead of cinnamon you put orange zest in the middle. A few days before Christmas, a young family came over to our house and we had dinner. Afterwords we ate orange rolls. The oldest of the young family scrunched his nose and stated firmly "I think you put too much zest in this, it turned them quite bitter." The way he said it made me laugh, but he was right. That batch of orange rolls didn't turn out very well; they had too much zest. However, with just the right amount of zest these rolls are amazing.

So, here is to my zest in life. Writing, not too much, but not too little :)
Friday, January 1, 2010 | By: Megan K Leavitt

Movies That I Thought Were Going to be Cool so I Saw Them But They Turned Out to be Stupid and Now I'm Bitter

I decided to let my little brother write this because it made me laugh. So, have at it, Gavin.
(In order of suckiness)
1- Journey to the Center of the Earth
Dear Brandon Fraisier,
Please, for the love of your *cough*fans, stop making movies. Forever.
2- Eragon
Basically the worst 'book-to-movie' movie ever. Barf.
3- Knowing
GAAAHHHH! Plot...? Nicolas Cage...? Aliens...? Whatever.
4- Avatar
Hey, guys! We should make a multi-billion dollar, three-hour-long movie out of CGI with no plotline! Okay!

EDITOR'S NOTE: Please... Take this with a grain of rice. *wink*